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kawaiikoreannn
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Personality Disorders Support / by kawaiikoreannn
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 May 22nd, 2025
...See more I don't really know what I'm doing right now, and I just needed to vent and maybe gain some clarity on how to move forward. I'm a single parent to an almost 2 year old - I have some help from my mom, but limited. My son's father has never been involved. I used to have childcare 2-3 weeks for 4 hours, but now I don't have anything during the week. So, i'm on all day and all night. I'm also in graduate school and I work 16 hour doubles on Saturday/Sunday. I pretty much never get a break and I just feel like i'm drowning, i'm not being the best version of myself as a Mom, a daughter, or a friend right now. I'm angry, frustrated, tired, and depressed. All I want to do is cry and just sit by myself. I yell all the time because I get so frustrated with my son, and sometimes I get so angry I hit a wall or throw something. I'm working on all of these things in therapy and with a psychiatrist, but it just feels never ending. I hate the person that i've become, I don't want to be angry. I don't want to be depressed. I don't want to feel like I'm alone and I don't want to hate myself. I just don't know how to get out of this cycle and it's so hard. I want to be a better parent and daughter. I want to be happy again. I just feel like I can't do anything to make this better and it just feels defeating in so many ways
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