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...See more I took a big step in my life. I quit from my job, which means I left from my stable life. This path that I took, was good. The job, the people, the place, I found them quite good. I actually dont have any reason to quit, and if I quit, I want to quit because of this one and only reason: I got a scholarship to study overseas, at a top university. Its my dream. And guess what, it really came true! I applied the scholarship program, I took the exams, and I got it! So yeah, it happened just like what I want. Then, here I am, at different path. Living an unstable life. Because of the pandemic, I cant go to my uni. Im still in my country, but Im taking classes online, though. And I find myself quite stressed. The pressure is real, especially because I have to conduct a research, but I dont know does the research theme I picked is doable in this pandemic situation? I cant even write the inteoduction. One thing that bothers me is, I feel like my life is unstable. There are a lot of uncertainties right now, and in the future. I dont know, will I do good in that top uni? What if I failed? What if I actually dont deserve to be there? Even if I succeeded, what will I do after that? If in the end I will come back to do a job like I did before, whats the point of me going to Master program? If its like that, isnt it better to just not apply for the scholarship, and continue to work?

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