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...See more Hi.. I'm new here, I just don't know who to talk to anymore.. If I tell my thoughts to my friends, they'll think I'm being crazy.. Here it goes.. I've come from a bad break up from a 9yr long relationship. Been in a couple of flings with people who really just wanted to take advantage of my kindness. That's why I have trust issues now and my guard is way way up. I'm very careful talking to men now because I don't want to give off signals and I'm scared to receive them as well. But then I have this boss who always teases me. He doesn't even talk to me directly-- like, he talks about me to someone, even though I'm there as well. I respond whenever he does that, but he'll ignore me and respond through another person. Don't get me wrong, we're fine when we're working, but it's just different when we're not. Recently, we had a celebration for him and I was tasked to prepare the surprise. Everyone said that I did the effort for it. He didn't thank me directly, he didn't even look me in the eye. When I passed by him, I felt his fingers touch my cheek-- kinda like when you plant a kiss on someone's cheek using your fingers (do you get it?? I can't explain it well too). I made a joke about it, 'cause his fingers were cold, but it was just a passing comment and we didn't talk after that as well. So it's been bothering me. Well, everything he does bothers me.. like, why can't he just approach me like the rest of our colleagues?

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