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Addicted to everything
Addiction Support / by krazyeyes
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 January 16th
...See more Hi, im hopelessly addicted to literally everythig i tried in my life, ive been throught depressants, stimulants, hallucinogens, at least 20 different substances. Is this normal? Most people ive met got like a type, they like stimulants or depressants, rehab didnt help, mental hospital didnt help, jail didnt help. Im 29 yo and at this point i think its really crazy that my whole existence revolves around drugs, i literally sont have a life anymore and i dont want friends or family anymore, i just spend my time on drugs or getting them. Its been a long and interesting story but i think its the end of the line for me. Everyone around me is dying, or getting seriously hurt. My girlfriend killed herself 6 months ago, my friend lost a leg 3 months ago. My family is afraid of me and with good reason, ive became evil and cruel, especially towards myself. Somehow im still not brain damaged or at least not noticably, somehow my body is doing ok but tbh not as good as it used to be. But at least im still trying and ive been sober for like 2 weeks now. And before that i was sober for like a month too so thats good progress. Sometimes i wish someone had complete control over me, and would stop me from doing drugs and alcohol. That would literally save my life.
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