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Depression Support / by laughingchair3578
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 August 11th, 2025
...See more it’s all started when I was 11 and I would feel awful about being my mothers daughter. I’ve always felt like a nuisance to everyone and a child that couldn’t do anything right and I’ve always wanted to end it thinking everyone would be better off but over the couple of years I feel like I’ve felt like this just because I’ve always wanted my parents to give me some sort of attention and support but deep down I’ve known I still wouldn’t get it. You die, people cry, then they forget. I’m no different than any other dead human, my death won’t matter. I’m 15 now and I still feel awful about my self entirely. I’ve tried to change how I look maybe my self esteem would get better, But, No, instead I just attract men that use me and treat me like I’m just a toy and that hasn’t made me feel any better about my existence, just makes me feel more useless. I’ve tried putting up a good girl act to my parents but instead they’re just convinced that I’m some sort of robot now that can’t feel horrible and stressed. I’ve also tried to distance myself from social media and my electronics but in the same time doing that was also distancing myself from the only way I’d let my feelings out. I can’t keep this up. My life is a cycle of the same emotions and same thoughts and I can’t even change anything about it Because im trapped in this awful world I’m forced to live in.
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