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lightCherry8706
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idk how to feel
Trauma Support / by lightCherry8706
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 March 19th, 2021
...See more *i am a virgin, well at least was* i’ve been hanging with this guy for almost three weeks now. i went to his place twice & he came to my place twice.. nothing really happened other than cuddling at his place but when he came to my place he decided to give me oral, i didn’t ask for it & we never talked about it but i accepted it. i’ve had oral sex before but i just didn’t want to move to fast with this because i was really starting to like him. well the second time he came to my place, he decided to perform oral sex on me. all of a sudden something felt different, i looked down & he had insterted his self into me. i said “what are you doing” & pushed him away, he looked at me angrily & i ran into my bathroom trying to calm myself during a panic attack.. as i left the bathroom he continued to sit in my bedroom & i told him i had a series of questions. the first being “why would you do that” & he responded that he was caught in the moment.. the second question was “did any of your bodily fluids enter my body” & the last “are you clean” .. the worst part about this whole situation is i was molested for years as a child & almost raped twice before.. i was getting comfortable with him & i thought i could trust him and then this happens in my own home. in my bedroom. he apologized & i’m not mad at him but like the title says i don’t know how to feel.. i just wanted to get it out
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