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...See more Hi guys, so I've been alone for 5 years since lockdown like genuinely i have 0 friends and what makes it worse is that before 2020 lockdown i was outgoing, extroverted, athletic etc but during and after lockdown my life has been *** and especially now my social anxiety is ar peak and I'm scared to step outside of my hoom I'm so deprived of human connection and when i get a chance to make connection i immediately back out because I'm afraid and insecure...I have so much talent and all but it's all going to waste all on gaming all day with earning nothing and even in online games i play all day i never send request to anyone or open up to anyone in games either idk what's happening with me and why it's happening to me i was a bright kid before 2020 lockdown and now I'm pathetic and miserable scared to take therapy as well downloaded this app randomly before sleeping to try to get help because i never ask for help either so just posting this here to let you know if you're going through some crap like this ur not the only one but my situation just keeps getting worse day by day and i swear to God when I turn off my PC and phone to go to bed thought's hit me like a truck the regret and all knowing how much I wasted my life and how lonely I am that I need to vent to chatgpt when I'm almost about to lose it and always I mean always talking to myself in my head especially when I'm not on my phone or PC always having conversations with myself but maybe that's just a way of coping with being this alone. If ur also going through crap like this feel free to comment and tell me so I know that I'm not the only one this messed up and hopeless....

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