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liliacDull
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Broke up with him out of impulse, regretting it big time
Relationship Stress / by liliacDull
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 April 8th, 2021
...See more Hi everyone, I apologize if someone's already brought this up. I broke up with my now-ex boyfriend (We were together for almost 5 months) during an argument out of frustration and my own self induced rage. This happened about April 2nd. He finally responded to me today, the 6th. Our relationship wasn't the healthiest per say, Id consider it somewhat toxic. However I know that the decision I made may be better for me mentally in the long run because I wasn't necessarily the happiest. It seemed like all of the problems somehow landed on me and only me when it came to our arguments, and I'd accept the blame unwillingly. But still, I miss him a lot. I had an ugly habit of acting out of character during our arguments and I guess this one pushed him over the edge. It took me awhile to respond to said argument mostly because I was avoiding the confrontation and was scared to mess up. (nice excuse!) When I finally did it had been some days later.. I still regret what I did and I've also tried apologizing to him. I've sent him an entire "letter" (?) over text and was met with a cold, shallow reply. He replied with how this was MY doing, he ultimately had no control over what I did, and how he'd be shipping my items from his apartment to my house.. He also made it very clear that he didn't want me to show up uninvited at his family's home (where he's been for the past couple of weeks) or his apartment. I had no plans on showing up however. He also let me know he doesn't want anything he gave me back at all. Should I keep trying to speak to him? I really, really, REALLY regret what I did and how I acted, but nothing I've done has come through to him. I was also planning on sending his stuff back regardless because it would hurt to keep. Any advice or supportive words would be much appreciated. I'm absolutely crushed.
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