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...See more Hello everyone, good day. I hope you’re all doing okay. I don’t even know if it’s okay for me to rant here, but I really need to let this out because I feel like I’m drowning. I’ve been in a relationship for 5 years with my first love, my first everything. I gave him my whole life, my whole heart, only for him to break me and leave… for another girl. The same girl I always questioned him about, the one he always swore was “just a friend.” He made me feel crazy, like I was overreacting, like I was the problem. But now he’s with her. We had a huge fight in July, and in that same month he moved on and started dating her. I’ve been crying, begging, texting him… even when he insults me, calls me a crazy ***, says he can’t be with me because of my anger, anger he caused by lying and cheating. Is it wrong that I felt jealous? That I couldn’t take the pain? He always twisted things on me, saying I overthink, I overreact too much, that he’s the man so he can do whatever he wants. Many times when I visited him, he would leave me alone for a whole week, not telling me where he was. I know his friends cheat. I even caught him in a group chat bragging about being with other girls, but he always denied it. Now I feel like I’m losing my mind. Am I really the problem? Did I lose him because of my overthinking? But if he ever loved me, how could he move on so fast… within just a month?

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