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limeCake1576
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Never saw it coming
Trauma Support / by limeCake1576
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March 14th, 2015
...See more Back In June of 2011 I was 3 months pregnant with my son. An ex of mine wasn't happy to see me with child. He never showed Signs of being upset. I bumpbed into him he told me to come upstairs for some water. I didn't think anything of it. I was pregnant it was hot out. When I got upstairs he gave me water. I drank it then I felt sick and threw up in the bathroom. He held my hair back. When I stood up he grabbed my hair slammed my head into a wall . I blacked out . When I finally woke up I was tied to a chair with cable wires and gagged with a shirt and belt. He was yelling at me that because I never gave him a child he was going to kill the one I was carrying. He then went into the kitchen He came back with a butterknif and pressed it hard on my shoulder. It was so hot I screamed He punched me in the face said if I screamed again I was dead. He continued this until my skin on my shoulder was peeling off. Then he grabbed what I believe was a metal table leg and smacked me so hard in my head I passed out again. When I woke up I couldn't move I was tied to his bed. He then rapped me ananlly for 34 hrs and then vaginally for 3 more hours. I didn't eat or drink anything the entire time he had me hostage. I remember passing out again. Next thing I remember is some guy was asking me if I was ok the cops found me behind the local supermarket. I'm have PTSD because of it I have flash backs I still have nightmares
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