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limeGrapefruit9064
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Eating Disorder Support / by limeGrapefruit9064
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 September 21st, 2018
...See more Hi, Im new here, I will try to do a brief summary of my hate / love and obsession for food. I have always been a thicker girl, always taller then the others and always overweight, Ive always hated myself and because of this and because of a breakup at the age of 13/14 I started vomiting anything I hate, my family thought it was beacause of a diet and they dont know why I lost weight, at 23 I realised that I might suffer of binge eating, I dont vomit anymore, it just happens once, twice a year, but if my brain tells me to eat, my body stops obeying my will, and when this happens food is the only thing I can think about, and after the binge, there is only space for remorse and shame, and I start hating me again and again, its like a circle...I tried to tell my mum I think I could suffer from it...I see my life stuck because of this, Im not obese, I should lose 15 kg, but I see myself as a worthless monster anyway
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