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limegreenNectarine3673
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School Shooting Survivor TW
Trauma Support / by limegreenNectarine3673
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 December 11th, 2022
...See more I was in a school shooting almost 4 years ago, i convinced myself for so long that I was fine, no one died so there was no way for me to experience loss or grief right? I only have recently come to a realization that a part of me went to school that day day and never came back (cliche i know). I feel like the me who’s biggest fear was not getting into a perfect college, having a cute outfit, and making friends was gone. The new “normal” for me was these things but with little asterisks. Does my future college have safety plans for mass shootings, how hard would the paramedics have to work to get this shirt off me if i got shot today, and will I be able to move on if my friends suddenly died. These stupid asterisks I have to life are so frustrating. Now i’m finally trying to take me life back and properly grieving my naitivity i lost that day.
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