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limiv
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advice please :(
Depression Support / by limiv
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 November 5th, 2021
...See more I was always seen as the happy upbeat child who got things done and always did what i was told, but as i've grown up and as certain events passed i feel like i've lost that spark. sounds dumb ik. i try talking to my parents about how i feel and they hit me with 'how do you know youre depressed? how do you know you have anxiety? how do you know youre feeling what youre feeling?' idk. i dont know how i know how i feel but i know i dont feel the same. i know i dont feel happy like i used to. i know i cant properly cry anymore, at best i'll cry for two seconds and then my body just stops like its done crying but i still feel that ache in my chest. i know i get irritated/angry way easier and at the most minute little things. i've been labeled as dramatic and lazy for the way i act and im constantly in a battle with myself if i really feel the way i do or if im just making myself seem that way. i've gotten to the point where i hate myself and everything about me. i've pushed all the people in my life away because i dont want to be pitied or looked down on for the way i am and i dont even know what i'd say. and my mind is bouncing around all these problems, its like im repeatedly running into a wall in a room with no doors. i dont know what to do anymore. im so lost and confused and i feel stupid. sometimes i think itd be better if i wasnt here anymore
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