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littleBlueberry9521
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someone unlovable and lesser than…
Depression Support / by littleBlueberry9521
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 August 14th
...See more i sense that no matter what i do, people perceive me as lesser than them, ever since i was a child. i was severely abused by my sadistic narcissistic incestious parents. growing up in school, all the other girls seemed to hate me even though i would just mind my business, attend classes, make a couple friends and be kind to everyone. my body was always the topic of discussion. how ugly or unlikable my body was by family and ‘friends’ at the time. even getting assaulted by girls at school because i said i enjoyed working out, they thought i was too slim to be strong so i was attacked by the group of em. anywho, flash forward to high school and it was an absolute *** show. relentlessly abused by people who had called themselves my friend again, mocking my body etc and how ‘weak’ i was for getting abused by a guy, all while getting sexually humiliated and preyed on by my own blood father. last year i was sexually assaulted and again, had my body mocked by women who would compare themselves to me, i suppose to prove to themselves that they’re superior or better, and i was just always there for them always giving. i sometimes wonder if I’m just born to be abused, unloved, humiliated, reduced to nothing… discredited dismissed, talked down to etc, and i always fight back but no, it’s like those people become more obsessed with being around me just to torment me more. still when i share my story to people, even they think i am the one to blame, they too look down at me and it makes me think. maybe i just should not have been born. maybe i should just free myself from living life since i am so disgusting that i don’t deserve love at all. i hate myself…
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