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littleMoon2312
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A Letter to You (Possible TW: Toxic Friendships)
Relationship Stress / by littleMoon2312
Last post
 September 10th, 2021
...See more To Whom it Concerns, Just by the way I started this, you’re probably already mad at me. You think I just forgot the 12 years of friendship we shared. Don’t worry. I can’t forget. No matter how hard I try. Its been three years since I finally said goodbye to you, and two years since you last reached out. That conversation didn’t go the way you wanted it to, did it? You thought two years would be long enough to forget how much you put me through. I wonder if you still think about me. You probably hate me and blame me for leaving. I mean, it was always my fault, wasn’t it? No Matter how much I did for you. No matter how many good people I cut out of my life for you. I was the ungrateful one because you helped me out of my darkest time, and I had to pay you back by being you silent servant. If it helps, I do think about you, all the time. And yeah, I miss you more than you could imagine. I miss hearing your laugh and driving to McDonald’s at three in the morning. I miss being able to tell you when I messed up and not being judged, but instead, I had a shoulder to cry on. I miss having a place to go when things were bad at home and I could escape to my own little world with you. I miss the way you would lay your head on my shoulder, and I would smell your lavender shampoo and I felt safe, and home. But that home is gone now. You burnt it down and scattered the ashes. There’s no getting back what we had. I do hope you’re good, and I hope you’re happy. I just can’t be the reason anymore. Sincerely,
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