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littleb4t
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Questioning
Autism Support / by littleb4t
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June 10th, 2025
...See more I think that I might have autism.  But it's hard for me to navigate. I have been doing an endless amount of research, hours of watching videos of autistic peoples experiences and talking to autistic people along with the textbook definitions and studies. It's difficult because I sort of relate to level one autism but it might also be explained by anxiety and/or severe trauma. I have a very bad recollection of my childhood. I don't have contact with people who remember it. 
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Unfed
Poetry / by littleb4t
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October 26th, 2024
...See more Her bruised hands  Glisten with false affection  She feeds the stray dog  He followed her home  Starving for the warm  Gaze of a mother  Blindly, he eats  His last meal  From her soiled palms  And finally, a knife  That reeks of his kin.
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Being ace
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by littleb4t
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October 21st, 2024
...See more As an ace person I feel so disgusting when I'm aroused by whatever (not people on any personal levels) and like. I don't know I've always struggled with this kind of guilt and disgust around s3x. It's never something I'd participate in ever but even thinking about it feels wrong. Is this normal? I don't know. Maybe it has something to do with my past. I'm an adult, after all, and it's not like I go around sharing these thoughts to whoever. I'm sure everyone feels this way at some point but even thinking of, I don't know, celebrities or whatever in that way feels so wrong. Am I even ace if I still have things that bring up those kinds of feelings?? 
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Processing trauma
Trauma Support / by littleb4t
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October 24th, 2024
...See more I'm starting to heal. But God is it ***. I have to journal everyday. I mean, it's nice because I can set a timer and then move on to something else when I'm done. I feel a little more "in control". But I'm still having nightmares. I have so much to work through and it just feels so heavy. I deserved better. But I have to come to the realization that I will never obtain that same kind of love or safety. I can try to be that for myself but nothing comes close to having a mom who takes care of you or a dad who protects you. Nothing. 
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