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livbinny
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts1,274 Forum posts329 Forum upvotes870 Current upvotes870 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2025 Member sinceJuly 18, 2021
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❤️‍🩹I have disabilities😓😢and pains🙏🏻❤️Health survivor😭🙏🏻it's hard. Be Kind💖🙏🏻💚😿😭illness and mental health problems 💚😿Praying to God🙏🏻💖may heal us all🤕

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The same old grief❤️‍🩹
Grief & Loss / by livbinny
Last post
 February 27th, 2025
...See more @Tinywhisper11 after listening to songs n imagining how I can revive them in my head only (those who passed away) I rly broke down the night but not having ppl around n in my life to know abt this i was on my own as always with every heartache n during day i have to be like nothing is off im like always looking ok ppl would never know i had to pause the song n reassign it to different situation or event or person bcs it became too much next day i was in tears but still played n practiced with music n other stuff i was making while in the evening i came back to listen to Japanese songs smth else so that i dont have to think if i see it everywhere around me sometimes grief come back again like this what hurts me the most is the realization that they can’t see or hear what i have for them n that they didn’t have chance to know me as well as only i knew about them after the accident they wont see my drawings or hear song that was composed uniquely for them but I hope someday world will hear it🙏🏻💙🥺❤️‍🩹 this is how I honor them… but in my imagination all those images from crash or their faces, are there😭 rent free…. ☹️💔 sometimes I question point of this world when such hole can’t be fully healed.
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I’m alone🥺❤️‍🩹
20 & Over / by livbinny
Last post
 March 2nd, 2025
...See more Made lyrics, then made song out of grief i mean it’s not done yet but I got good idea of melody ne everything I need to compose it or make it acoustically and also cuz those series rly inspire me in making such thing! but like I was so sad but I still did music in my own time n I still practiced doing choreo n stuff like that I always do so that work never ends tbh that’s why I keep watching series so that I have company if I don’t have friends❤️‍🩹 in my fam I’m also alone T my dreams my aspirations just with myself most of the life💙
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So just back to work I guess
General Support / by livbinny
Last post
 March 3rd, 2025
...See more Lot of physical n mental work im tired in need of break n rest but like yk witbout music or smth to watch it’s very lonely im doing everything by myself with no company so its hard to find support n those words when u need it alone like rn :/
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A little support
20 & Over / by livbinny
Last post
 February 25th, 2025
...See more Guys I’m just always under some work but once I just want to “be” I’m incredibly alone n by myself I always see it but works help immensely to this but when I wanna stop for a while it’s a pure loneliness even now imma do work n write to my chronicles for grandma abt how lonely this all is wish me best thx
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Why are weekends the lonelinesst
General Support / by livbinny
Last post
 February 27th, 2025
...See more Guys it sucks weekends especially just like always work n try to do what u still have to do n maybe it’s finally time for me to go for one listening hour i know virtual place where they are like these ppl but sometimes u wait too much n have to try like million times so that’s the only disavantage overall it’s rly good help but like once i stop it feels empty just like streets n around house here better looking thru window tv is making me noise n company then i watch some other stuff or go prepare or write but always in need of much noise around me so i dont feel lonely at all since i left one app where I have my efforts into replying to letters n got only few but new replies n once we exchanged virtual letters again … nothing happened its a long process n tbh ppl prolly can’t keep up n i wont stay in such place where it goes in vain not anymore so even that attempt to make friends don’t go as planned I guess that’s life
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Safe space for me :(
General Support / by livbinny
Last post
 February 18th, 2025
...See more Truth of physical pain is taking me to *** ans then the fact that ur on ur own but the environment has all eyes on u basically that I have no friends no help in the world for someone to save me but when it comes to my fam control over respect reigns here :( u guys …. There r only few safe spaces i can talk this thru this is the one🙏🏻
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This is what gets me deprived of my youth
20 & Over / by livbinny
Last post
 February 18th, 2025
...See more My body hurts my soul is sad i wish to be freed from where I am guys I must make it thru i can’t be here forever i I can’t be always in this cage not seeing world cuz fam got all the control in the world :(
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My body hurts n im sad cuz of this
Depression Support / by livbinny
Last post
 February 21st, 2025
...See more But it’s so sad ppl :; so sad like my fam situation ain’t gonna change rhey always scaring me with being alone n I can’t even be mad or anything cuz it won’t help then I’m sad cuz I always have to have boundaries n finding peace n freedom only when I’m alone it’s like limited life of where u can be truly urself i dream of freedom for years 💔❤️‍🩹💔❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔
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