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...See more @Tinywhisper11 after listening to songs n imagining how I can revive them in my head only (those who passed away) I rly broke down the night but not having ppl around n in my life to know abt this i was on my own as always with every heartache n during day i have to be like nothing is off im like always looking ok ppl would never know i had to pause the song n reassign it to different situation or event or person bcs it became too much next day i was in tears but still played n practiced with music n other stuff i was making while in the evening i came back to listen to Japanese songs smth else so that i dont have to think if i see it everywhere around me sometimes grief come back again like this what hurts me the most is the realization that they can’t see or hear what i have for them n that they didn’t have chance to know me as well as only i knew about them after the accident they wont see my drawings or hear song that was composed uniquely for them but I hope someday world will hear it🙏🏻💙🥺❤️‍🩹 this is how I honor them… but in my imagination all those images from crash or their faces, are there😭 rent free…. ☹️💔 sometimes I question point of this world when such hole can’t be fully healed.

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