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lolo1997
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Not over my breakup
Relationship Stress / by lolo1997
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 October 21st, 2019
...See more I guess I'm here because it's been a year since my relationship ended and I'm still in this haze from it. I'm confused with how I feel and I don't know how to move forward. I don't miss him or want him back yet I think about whether he thinks about me and that I have to be doing better than he is. Which I doubt I am because I'm not emotionally available and i feel as though I'll never be. I was with my ex for 5 years, we talked about marrying one another, and his parents practically adopted me. The last year and a half of our relationship we had been doing long distance due to job relocation. My ex decided out of the blue to stop speaking to me. The night before we had called said i love yous, and the next day i never heard from him again. He kept up on his social media, posting more than he ever did before but never called me back or sent me another text. Just dropped out of my life. I spent the next month wondering what happened and how someone just wakes up one morning and decides that another person (let alone someone you spent 5 years with) is not even dignified an explanation or reasoning. I've spent the last year working on myself and doing everything I can to make sure I made decisions that were best for me and tried to be as selfish as possible because of how insecure and damaged I became after that relationship/breakup. I still feel lost, it still hurts me and although I know I deserve more than that, i still feel damaged and insecure all the time. I just don't know where to go from here and what I'm supposed to do
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