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The Neutral Treatment
Personality Disorders Support / by lonelyBee404
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 March 19th, 2023
...See more My friend who is kinda my FP is giving me the neutral treatment and my brain is literally on fire. I did everything, stayed away from the phone, went to exercise, went for a haircut, spent time with my family, went out to eat, and my head is still messed up. Few days back, she was being pretty rude to me (that’s just how she is, she has low EQ and idk she’s so mentally strong and independent, and really doesn’t give a damn about anything, but that day it was even more ), and I got so mad and shouted at her asking her why she was so rude today. I had a BPD episode after that and broke down in public and all that. The next day I didn’t go to my classes just to avoid seeing her, she didn’t bother messaging or anything, then two days later I couldn’t stand the stonewalling and messaged her a long paragraph about my day and she gave a neutral ‘nice’ the next day which made me feel all sorts of negative emotions and my brain just lost it again. What’s worse is we are working on a project for BPD ( hilarious ) and she basically knows everything about it now, and how neutral treatment and stuff affects the BPD person, and she knows that I have it too because I’m so dumb and share everything with her, my triggers, and everything. I haven’t replied to the ‘nice’ yet, I don’t know what to do. I’m so sick of feeling these intense emotions every second, and I hate how my FPs are always low EQ *** who don’t give a damn at all, like it genuinely doesn’t affect them at all. My old FP ( who totally broke me ) now recently got into a relationship with her old crush and everything is going so horrible, and even though I blocked her everywhere and stopped being her loyal puppy, it doesn’t affect her one bit, like she just walks around without a single bit of guilt like how????? why do we feel this so intensely while they get to walk free ?
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