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...See more Hi.. I am a 22 year old woman and Im so confused lately. Me and my therapist have been talking about my past relationship which was emotionally draining.. In this relationship there were moments, times when I sadi the guy "NO" like 10 times to something he wanted to in bed... He told me "You never know you do not like it if u do not try" and proceeded to do his thing... I remember just laying there. Frozen. It was like I was not even there.. This happened a couple of times. One time in the morning when I wasn still a bit sleepy he asked me " Can I f...ck you from behind?" I said "No". He just did it anyway and everytime I responded in crying months later he told me I am overreacting and that he does not care about my no because he wants to do it and that it is normal.. I really thought until now it had not did me damage but lately I find myself disconnected from my emotions.. Im emotionally blunt and then once in a couple of days I have 5 mins when I start crying out of nowhere and I feel like I cannot breathe an d that the pain is gonna tear me apart... then my face goes numb and I cant feel anything... I dont know if this can count as sexual abuse.. i still had sexual reliatonship with this person a few weeks ago even though the first incident happened a year ago.. Maybe Im really overreacting.. I dont know.. Please someone just read it and comment your thoughts. I feel horrible. Thank you all... V.

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