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loralo12
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PathStep 239 Compassion hearts168 Forum posts18 Forum upvotes52 Current upvotes52 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2018 Member sinceMarch 25, 2018
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A creative soul and deep thinker who loves reading, music and sitting in the sunshine

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Getting a coil... help!
Relationship Stress / by loralo12
Last post
 May 6th, 2018
...See more So Ive got to get a coil fitted but for a women this is hard enough without having to deal with the fact I was assaulted and have no idea how Im going to get through the appointment. Im scared of stirrups, people touching me, the pain, everything. Has anyone has a coil fitted after an assault and how did you approach it ?
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I Blame Myself..
Trauma Support / by loralo12
Last post
 April 2nd, 2018
...See more Here goes: I have epilepsy and let the doctors change meds because I thought they knew better. I work as a rep abroad every summer so I went as usual, it was Malia last year and I was on a night out, wasnt even drinking but I felt a a seizure coming on so I went outside the club. A guy took advantage of the fact that I was I unconscious on the ground and sexually assaulted me. It happened in November last year and since then i tried to take my life but not asked for help for my feelings cause Im scared. i blame myself for not speaking up more about not wanting to change epilepsy meds before I went, I blame myself for going round the side of the club when I felt a seizure, why did I not just stay inside and I blame myself for not being able to fight harder when I started coming round. It was caught on cctv which I had to watch cause the police are going ahead with prosecution as there is enough evidence even though I dont want to go through that, I been left with a catheter that is so triggering I have flashbacks most days, especially at night and my doctors arent listening and now my epilepsy makes me feel so scared to even go outside anymore. I dont feel like me anymore, I feel spaced out all the time and when I try to get things back on track and make plans, the next day I dont get out of bed. I hate myself as much as the guy who did it
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