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lovingEast2093
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Being in love with the right person but wrong time
Relationship Stress / by lovingEast2093
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 November 7th, 2022
...See more She's a coworker, and we are having a perfect time together, it's a chemistry I never felt before. We complete each other when it comes to literally every single thing, our ideas and thoughts are entirely alike. I make her laugh really hard all day and I have to say, seeing her laugh is peaceful and beautifully perfect. She is so kind and a loving person, her voice is sweet and delicate and her heart is so pure, naive, and filled with love. We never run out of subjects to talk about, we lose the sense of time when we are having those talks, and we sometimes have those moments when we look deep into each other's eyes disguising ourselves shyly. It's been a while (6-7 months) and the feeling strengthens as time passes. We do everything together at work and she shows that she wants to be close to me and so do I. She's someone whom I always have dreamed of, this is cliche but I am 100% sure that I won’t find anyone who matches with me as she does, which is completely desperate. I can tell that I am someone whom she always wanted as well, but... she's married and I totally respect that, I never hit on her and those moments just happen, I never think about doing them because it's everything so natural. She sometimes says that her marriage is not going really well because of tons of things and she mentions that they are entirely different from each other, but at the same time I don't see them breaking up, those problems that they are having are just problems that almost every couple have to go through... She complains about him saying that he's been doing something that is really not good for her, making her suffer, worry, and wonder if he still cares about her, but then he suddenly does something showing that he still cares, he buys her things, he asks her out and so on. Again, I never did something to damage their marriage because that's not like me. They won't break up and that's completely painful. I feel like a monster for liking someone married but I didn't choose it, I just feel it and if I had a choice, I would choose not to feel it. I am so angry at the world for being an unfair place, for example, she always wants to be treated like a princess because she is so delicate, she wants you to be patient with her, understand her feelings and with a light tom o voice because she is so emotional and sensitive and I understand her because I am almost the exact same way. I won't do anything but wait, and one thing I know for sure: I would wait hundreds of years for her and I wouldn't regret it.
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