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loyalSea123
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Idk if this is rape or sexual assault, or a misunderstanding...
Trauma Support / by loyalSea123
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 September 4th, 2019
...See more So my dad was getting married in vegas. I went dress shopping. I found 2 I liked. 1 was a wedding dress and 1 was more a party dress. I got home and tried them on to show my husband. Before I put on the party dress, I told him I didnt want to have sex. I tried the dress on. I mentioned I wasn't wearing underwear because I was going to put on underwear and see if he could tell the difference. But as soon as I said that he pulled me in and started kissing my neck. I told him "no", "no we dont have time", "no.." I pulled away and went to the room to start packing for our trip to Vegas. He came in after me and kind of threw me on the bed, not aggressively. And started kissing my neck again. I said "no", "we dont have time", "no". I said no so many times. But I literally said no, and he stuck his finger inside me. I was so shocked... I just said his name disapprovingly. But he kept going.. towards the end I started participating just so it would be over faster. It's been hard for me to understand what this is. I didn't kick and scream, it wasn't brutal. But.. idk. It's been a little traumatic honestly. But after talking to him he thought I was giving cues and being persuaded. But I said no a million times.
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