Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
Considering therapy? Talk to a licensed therapist, wherever you are. Get started
lustforlife2103
148 M Embraced 1
PathStep 11 Compassion hearts14 Forum posts1 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2023 Member sinceJanuary 5, 2023
Bio
Recent forum posts
lustforlife2103 profile picture
How to explain to the boyfriend what bpd really is?
Personality Disorders Support / by lustforlife2103
Last post
 May 4th, 2023
...See more I have been diagnosed 5years ago but i had all the symptoms long time ago. I tried understanding what is happening and why is it happening to me. I read all the book on the subject just to better understand my mind. Years passed by and I really made myself change. I managed to change my core problems - not eating at all, doing drugs, alcohol, sex... I started going out year ago with the guy who is my boyfriend now. I immidiately had problems with him but i could not tell that the problem is BPD. He is a great guy, he respects me, loves me but he had a normal life and it is really hard to explain what is happening in my head. For example, couple days ago i could not sleep, i started feeling depressed out of the bloom, the suicidal thinking came back. I wanted to die, i was crying... My problem, question is - how to explain properly what is happening to my mind, why is it happening? Because i try to explain and afterwards i feel even worse. I feel guilty because i am who i am. My boyfriend was there besides me while i had my episode, he waited until all was done to say that he doesnt know how to help me. I dont want to feel empty and i really want him to understand me.
Search more from @lustforlife2103
Talk to an expert therapist
Therapy is a worthwhile investment in yourself.       I know it may be...
Talk to Jennifer Now
Badges & Awards
7 total badges
Hand Shake Linked First Post Reaching out First Compassion Teammate Hang 10
Report an issue
Talk to a licensed therapist Wherever you are, whenever you need support. Get matched
Considering therapy? Talk to a licensed therapist, wherever you are. Get started