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maría :)

very much neurodivergent

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anorexia + body dysmorphia
Eating Disorder Support / by maceodeo
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 July 8th, 2024
...See more I think I’ve come to terms with the fact that the dysmorphia isn’t going to go away. (I haven’t. The beauty standard will forever be above me, and I feel as if I can do nothing about it but hate myself.) I’ve gained weight again. I made terrible food choices and chickened out when I planned to binge it all, and now my stomach got bigger. It sticks out of my dresses and my skirts, I’m fat and I look absolutely terrible… I know this is all my anorexia speaking but I genuinely look so terrible. I’ve always been teased for being too chubby or two skinny and I can’t do it anymore, I want to starve myself again The moment I saw my weight at the doctors office this morning I wanted to start crying. I recalled every bite of food I took this week and last week and regretted it terribly, I hate it all, everything is going terribly wrong
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