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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts23 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2022 Member sinceAugust 9, 2022
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I am unsure
Trauma Support / by mae052
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 September 1st, 2022
...See more Hi, my name is mae. i’ve been a victim of S/A multiple times but there’s one specific time that even now i’m unsure about. i was a senior in high school & my best friend at the time was a freshman in college & so was this guy i’ll name him B. me and B talked but he came into my life at one of the worst times of my life. i didn’t care about myself in the slightest bit and i was heavily smoking(weed) at that time to try to get my mind away from my real life. i had a bunch of girl friends and they knew how badly i was going thru it. one specific weekend he came back from college with my best friend & one of his friends and that day all of my girl friends were basically pressuring me into losing my virginity and it was non stop pressure. at the time because i really feel like i wasn’t myself and i just wasn’t all the way there i didn’t think much of it so the more and more they pressured me i just gave in and he kinda just went along with it and the next morning of him being over he told me to go down to the basement and i lost my virginity to him, i didn’t really realize until a few days later what really had been done. him and my best friend at the time had pre planned it and talked about it but i wasn’t included in this conversation at all. i was in nothing but pain afterwards & i couldn’t wrap my head around what had happened fully and when i did even to this day i don’t feel like myself. when i think about it i get disgusted in myself and all. i don’t know what i can call that experience but honestly it was traumatic for me in a way i can’t explain or know how to explain.
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Life being life
Depression Support / by mae052
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 February 26th, 2023
...See more Life has just been very lonely & draining lately. i’ve been feeling the emotions wayyy more lately & if i’m not feeling sad i just feel numb and i don’t know what to do or how to really cope with it honestly. it’s been eating away at me especially this past week. i just feel so behind in life and like i’m getting no where. i really think i battle with depression and anxiety amongst other things because of my childhood and even teenage years to now but nobody listens or takes me seriously so i feel lost.
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