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matchalinee
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hi everyone i want to make friends, add me on discord: matchaline

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Relationship Stress / by matchalinee
Last post
 November 4th, 2025
...See more i don’t even know where to start. everything hurts so much. i am not able to sleep, or eat in 4-5 days after my online ex broke up with me. we have been together for a year and a half, making plans to meet up in few months but i ruined it all. i can’t believe that he still broke up with me. it’s all my fault though. i understand why he did it, i never changed and i wish i did. he gave me so many chances but i messed it up, i wish we would’ve lasted forever i thought he was the one. we remain friends because he asked me to, i want to as well. it’s so hard to distract myself because every time i do my mind lingers back to him and the day of the break up. i always throw back up after i eat, i wake up in the middle of the nights feeling the ache in my heart once again, then everyday.. i hate seeing that he’s doing so much better than me, i wish he could ask how I was doing.. everyone tells me to just let go but I can’t just yet. he really made me happy. he changed my life. i don’t want to move on. i wish he could know how much I still love him, though i know we won’t ever get back together.!
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