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meitnerio2002
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Eating Disorder Support / by meitnerio2002
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...See more hi, nice to meet you. i'll do a short presentation on why im here. i'm a student at an university art faculty, but i'm going to graduate very soon, at the end of this month. i'm afraid of the future, as my ideal work goals are clear but very difficult to reach. not knowing what i'm going to do and where i will be in a month scares me so much. adding to this, recently my routine stopped being consistent and i relapsed to my binge eating addiction. last year, while i was abroad for an erasmus project, i felt extremely lonely and abandoned my people back tovmy country that i seeked comfort in binge eating, which led to gain a lot of weight. once i came back home, i started a very restrictive diet and excercise that helped me not only lose the excessive weight, but also more than that (i never suffered from overweight, and after that not even underweight tho). my body image peaked at that time, but people around me were very scared of my rapid weight loss and were preoccupied. and here we are again. after some time, i decided to be less strict with my diet and did intuitive eating, and everything seemed good, but once i stopped going to class because of the end of university, i spent more time at home which led me to daily binge eating again from stress and boredom, this time followed by extremely eccessive sport. my weight fluctuates a lot, i am constantly overworked, tired and constipated. after every binge, i know ithe result is that my body and brain will be in pain, but once i start eating i cannot stop. i cannot see gray, everything is either black or white. either i go to my restrictive diet or i keep binging. i feel at my lowest now, because i knew how beautiful i was when i was skinnier. everyone was worried but they complimented me. and this harmed my self esteem.
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