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...See more Hey! I’ve been really depressed for a long time now. Yesterday I wrote my ex boyfriend a letter. I cheated on him and now he’s really hurt. I wanted to let him now that what happened was my mistake. I did it with this boy whom I’ve been in love with for 2years. We took molly that night. He’s an addict, I am too. We used to to molly together, then he broke my heart. I was in this new relationship, trying to be a better version of myself, trying to be what I was before drugs. Turned out I was still an addict for the drugs and the company. Now everyone at my old friend group calls me names. They make fun of my addiction. This one girl said ”sorry I can’t talk to you at school because others would see”. As if I wanted to talk to a girl so fake. Like literally WHAT I did this huge mistake and I already feel so bad about it, it’s not like everyone has to bully me tho. I consider myself as someone who tries their best to be better and good for everyone. I own up yo my mistakes and learn from them. Although I am strong and all, these little this are breaking me apart. A few fays ago this one guy who’s 6 years older than me kissed me and I feel disgusted. I didn’t want him to touch me, I should’ve done something to show that. I’m also struggling with the addiction still. And during these times when I feel like I’m the only one I can be with, doing drugs doesn’t sound so bad. Thanks for the person who used their time to read this. I hope you’re doing well.

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