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...See more M not really sure how any of this works? but im just scared - Like,, im 15, about to be 16 in may, and Im so scared of literally everything. Im scared of the future- I havent even gotten my learners to yk learn how to drive I dont have a job cus.. how would I get to a job? I dont have a car or anything. I cant get money in any way. It feels like nobody ever has time for me and im learning everything on my own. Im scared cus what if I never learn how to drive???? What if I never get a job?? What if Im stuck livin with my mom forever?? I dont wanna do that, I just wanna have my life together already and it seems like everyone my age knows what they wanna do and what college to go to.. I dont even know if I wanna go to college! I dont have any real classes with any of my friends this semester and I feel really alone. First block - No friends in there !! I sit at a table with one girl and she doesnt like me, she literally saw me sitting by myself at the one table in the back, which *** she wanted to sit at, and she huffed and sighed the entire time she sat with me. (i cried and had 2 leave class cus I felt so lonely and unsure of how anything was going to go yesterday ) Second block - two friends (my only real friends!) Fourth block - two people I talk to ( i dont even sit near them!! its a math class and everyones so spread out its overwhelming, nd theres people in there who laugh at EVERYTHING and it makes me so embarrassed) Fifth block - two, but we're spaced out, and when we do group work, they work together 'nd im sitting in a back corner all by myself My scheduling didnt work out at ALL like I wanted it to and I just feel like I have no control over anything thats gonna happen to me- I feel really lonely and stressed out and Ik this all sounds like so overdramatic or something but I dont care anymore Am I gonna be this useless forever??? will i never have my life together?? I dont have any real hobbies that I like and Idk what to do, I dont have any aspirations to have a cool job like a lawyer, or a doctor or real estate agent person Is a retail job that embarrassing and bad..? I wouldnt mind working one but.. Im scared to be yelled at by random people and to mess up 'nd have a lady yell at me or my boss yellin at me. What do I even do at this point?

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