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I really desperately need to vent and I dont know what to do
Depression Support / by modestCamp2663
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 June 1st
...See more Okay so, Im 15 going on 16. All my life since as far back as I can remember was my parents fighting and my mom trying to pack bags while trying to leave. and I dont know that scares me. I think because of what goes on inside my home i try to be as social as possible outside but i still cant like i cant be as close as i want to people. Im scared of it. I know this steps on domestic violence but my parents go worse then arguing. My dad is paranoid and thinks my mom cheats on him and says very bad insults and hurts my mom. I think my mom might leave us and I have mixed feelings. I know if she goes away then its good I dont have to see my mom hurt but i know that same abuse will mainly fall onto me then. I feel selfish for not wanting my mom to leave but shes my mom i love her being without her hurts me on the inside so much i feel like i cant breathe. Another thing is I used to be basically a gifted kid back then. I used to be good at everything because well i liked it. Now im burnt out. Im scared and i feel worthless. The only thing going for me was my smarts. now i dont even have that. my dad forces me to do competitions even when i say no even when i say i cant or dont like it. he even called me a word that no father should ever call his child. which really hurt me so much that i feel numb now. how could he say that...like im pretty sure i cant say that word here it was basically a word to describe a person who engages in um well certain activities in exchange for money. the worst part was that this word was used when i told my dad i was tired and i didnt want to do something. he sometimes tells me i should stay home and learn how to cook and often times says that kids my age get married and im useless. i hate this i hate all of it. copy pasted this btw i didnt wanna type all of this again. i took this from a different forum its done by me cuz i think idk i just wanted to get this out as far as possible.
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