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Together but alone
Relationship Stress / by modestSkies333
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 September 27th, 2021
...See more Hey, this is gonna be really long and sorry for my bad English. So I am in a trio friendship group that started about 5 years ago. My two friends were childhood friends and then I joined them later when I transferred schools in 9th grade. Our friendship went through some difficulties but it still went on. Back in 11th grade when covid started we had to go our separate ways and go to diffrent schools. Since then we started having some serious trouble and I was the odd one out but thankfully that have been resolved and our friendship stayed that we even forgot that huge incident happend. But lately we three have been drifting apart because of our busy lifes. Sadly I cant get myself to open up to them and tell them about my troubles all the time. They are the first people I have opened up to but, negative thoughts started piling up when we started drifting apart and I cant get myself to tell them my struggles anymore. Whenever I try I feel like burden and the way they answer my worries doesnt help make the situation better anyway so I end up deleting my text before they see it. I have been getting worse nowadays, $eĺf h@řm has been on my mind all day long and even $uîciđ@l thoughts pop up 24/7. What makes it even worse is that if I dont text them first we wont talk for weeks, it makes me feel like I'm the only one trying... Thank you for reading up to this point!
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