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I don’t have anyone to talk with, I push everyone away with my problems
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 August 30th, 2024
...See more Sooo idk it hasn’t been going very well with me the past weeks. My dad has been saying stuff like he rather wants me dead.. And that he hates me… He is also telling it to other people…. It really hurts and I’m almost in a crisis situation because sometimes I feel like hurting myself to numb the mental pain… I’m crying too much now to explain the situation but he basically goes off on me and telling me all kind of slurs.. I have tried telling my best friend, but she is ignoring me. My bf is on vacation with his friends and he told me he didn’t want to hear about my problems. It’s easy to resolve my problem and that’s simply by staying elsewhere but I don’t have money to sleep in a hotel and all my friends ignore me.. I have nowhere to go, ok tomorrow I can go stay at my aunts place because she’s on vacation. Finally after 4 weeks I can escape this situation… But I feel very isolated and idk who I can tell… I have other friends too, but they’re all busy with their lives… I don’t want to disturb them. I’m so scared that I will push everyone away because I only have problems in my life. I try to talk about the good things… But I just have too much problems.. Last year I was suicidal because I had been victim of a rape the year before… It’s always downs in my life and never ups… I feel depressed… I feel lonely… What can I do please?
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