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n82
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I feel like a freak
Relationship Stress / by n82
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 February 18th, 2019
...See more I've never told anyone this. I feel like a freak because of my strange fetishes.  I feel like no one in my life actually knows who I am, and if they did they would be ashamed of me. Okay, here it is. I like to masturbate while I'm on the phone with women I don't know.  To be clear, I'm not talking about phonesex.  I just enjoy doing it while the person on the other end of the line has no idea what I'm doing.  It could be anyone, so long as it's someone I don't know personally.  Our conversations are normal, no one has ever known. Wow.  Typing that out makes me feel like a complete freak.   But the truth is, I'm not actually ashamed of the thing itself.  It's more like I'm just ashamed of getting caught.   I don't know how to explain it.  Or why I'm even posting here. I just wanted to say it 'out loud' I guess. I just wanted someone to hopefully tell me I'm not a freak.  
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