nachtmahr01 Member Profile

...See more I'm in my mid 30ies and I've been to therapy a couple of times in my life. I tried different things, changing small things in my life, hypnosis, mindfulness, meditation. I can deal with my depression insofar as that I'm fully functioning now. I go to work, I take care of my family, I can go to the cinema, I can laugh and have fun. But if I am truly honest with myself, I do not feel happy with my life. I do not like life. I cannot really point my finger at this one thing that is wrong with it, and if I change it, everything would be great and I would be satisfied. It seems more that I can never be satisfied. I don't see a purpose. I used to be happy with my life as a child, but since my teenage time I never felt this happiness, this pure content with life anymore. I mostly feel responsibilities and worries. I worry about everything. I don't like this world and I don't like "the people". I have the feeling everything is getting worse and darker and more fearful and depressing. But as I said, I am functioning. Most of the time I ignore this feeling of dissatisfaction and just go on with my life. I live it kind of superficially. Because when I think to deep about it, the depression sets back in and I don't know what to do. I am scared of death, but I also don't feel satisfied with living. Is there anyone out there who feels remotely the same?

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