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...See more This year to summerize was the worst ever. Last year was my 8th grade and I had some anxiety but this year it got so bad. It started with bad thoughts then panic attacks. But then this guy came into my life and he made it worse. He mentally abused me without knowing. He called me selfish and said my problems are small to other and said my depression was too much. He had problems too and depression and I thought he understood but he didnt. He used everything I told him against me and mentally killed me. He made me have panic attacks everyday. Multiple a day. I couldnt break up with him because he would say Id u do I will kill my self. I was so broken and idk what to do. I feel so lost. Since that was in October. Some things got better. But some worse. I dont like my body or my looks or my personality because I got beaten down so much by not only him but so many people. He said he had depression so wouldnt he understand at least a little of what I was going through. I mean I got to the point I started to cut I was so lost and hurt and wanted the pain gone. Why doesnt anyone see what is going on. I talk to one guy the say Im annnoying or they just talk ab themselves. Why can I just be treated like a human being. Because I feel like Im getting treated like I dont have feelings. Like I dont have a voice. How do I go to sleep with those memories of my panic attacks?? The memory of what he said to me??

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