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neonSky2984
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recent breakup with a friend - need advice
Relationship Stress / by neonSky2984
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 August 15th, 2016
...See more please excuse any typos I'm on a mobile device m and I had been friends for almost five years, since the beginning of high school (I'm 19) and we were incredibly close m was my best friend but m was emotionally abusive and manipulative, and had been for the most recent year or so of our relationship. but I was in love with them so I didn't want to let them go I wasn't perfect either, I was often jealous of m's other friends and was probably incredibly toxic myself (I'll never know for sure, I only know my own perspective, but I know that our relationship was wildly unhealthy) I tried to end the relationship because it wasn't working anymore m apologized and we discussed what was going on and I couldn't say no anymore, I didn't want to end the relationship in the first place but I felt like I had to we lasted three months before I'd had enough and ended the relationship for real it's been about a month since then and I miss m terribly I can't move on, I've cut off communication but I can't stop going through their blog, looking at pictures of them I have no intentions of ever speaking to m again, I've said my piece and I'm finished but I can't stop thinking about it, I can't even cry about it. I miss m so much that it makes me feel physically ill what can I do to make this easier on myself
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