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neonVillage49
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Alcohol addiction
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by neonVillage49
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 June 26th, 2025
...See more Hi, I’m new, today is my first time even hearing of cups, and I've been struggling with a lot of different things for a long time. I usually don’t talk to anyone about my feelings other than a therapist, but I really want to move forward in my life, and I feel like this will help, so here goes nothing, I guess 😬 I seem to only want alcohol when my depression gets worse. I can go months without even thinking about a drink, unless I’m depressed, then I drink whatever I can get my hands on. I don’t go out of my way to get it or anything, but if it’s in the house I’ll drink it. I’ve been struggling with this for about 10 years, I’ve tried different therapists, I’ve tried AA, and whenever I think I’m alright, I somehow screw everything up again. I don’t know why I keep drinking, but I know I need to change, and I want to change! I’m waiting for my insurance application to process, then I think I’m going to try an inpatient program, preferably at a dual diagnosis facility so I can get to the root of the problem 😮‍💨
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