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neonWriter8115
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts578 Forum posts235 Forum upvotes531 Current upvotes531 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2026 Member sinceNovember 13, 2025
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Hi its me .. I battle with pots and c-ptsd, and a host of other issues, I have my dogs

, and i do crafts for a hobby ..im trying to get in the habit of.coming here more ..

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Checking in with the evening report
50 & Over Community / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 August 18th
...See more Hey guys sorry ive been MIA .. ive made a change and that involved moving . And not just to a nee house but to a whole city.. so I have a studio apartment. Still trying to get my stuff that I want to keep from the ither place but the rest gonna sit there and fall in with the house i let them foreclose so I could get out from underneath it ..im not sure what this is gonna turn into but for now im away from the crap that happened..if course it does follow you .. I worry I have a big tattoo on my head that says target on it . But dang .. this weekend we deal with the plumbing apparently caused by "killer chili " stay tuned for my new recipe 🤣 .. the dogs are trying to adjust and so are we .. the town i left i had 58,000 people, here I have 5,000 . Still trying to maneuver things work , doctors , etc , i want to get a job closer here . Since I have to travel almost 30 min to get to work .. and I have to make a once a week 45 min one way trip ..to see my therapist now ..ugh I hate driving.. lol...
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Hmm
50 & Over Community / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 July 17th
...See more I just dont know ..i am clearly a master at communication.. ... open my mouth and nothin but dust come out . Man ..
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Tw : pet loss
7 Cups Online Therapy / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 July 8th
...See more Ugh Dang just two hours ago i lost my 14 year old shi chi ..boo boo ..tomorrow morning heading to the crematorium..i dont have the mental energy for this
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Hey hey
50 & Over Community / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 June 29th
...See more Checking in to see how everyone is doing im hanging in there .. battling the pcs and headaches ..honestly though I think the meds for the headaches are worse. Its removing the ability to taste and has me all sorts of whatever haha . Anyway hoping you guys are having a great day
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12:38am note to self
General Support / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 July 28th
...See more Its 12:38 am you are medicated , dont run dont run dont run dont run dont drive dont drive . Stay put morning will be here soon ..
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Migraine since yesterday
7 Cups Online Therapy / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 June 27th
...See more Ugh headache since yesterday.. guess ill take this medicine to try and kick it but I may or may not respond for a bit as I try to adjust to this new medication..ive been trying to get off medication but my body hd other plans I guess .. smh . Anyway hope you all have a great weekend if i dont get back here .. but im planning on trying ..
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Update
General Support / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 June 27th
...See more Hey guys so I went to the neuro yesterday who diagnosed me once again with Post Concussion syndrome 2nd time since 2017 . Migraines and tension headaches, started me on new medication for that . Arthritis in my neck. Yeah arthritis in my neck is the least of my worries right now since my c4 is slipping over c5 lol.. Anyway he wanted me to get back into the eye surgeon which I did that today and well lets just say dude is charging insurance to tell people tke your glasses off when you walk?? What the heck ?? I do that and I am gonna fall down the steps .. the floor hasn't been dropping out from underneath me until recently..ive worn bifocals since high school lol anyway.. how you gonna tell your patient to go back to your neuro and tell him" you came to see me i said your eyes are fine its your brain thats not " come back and see me in 6 months lol.. now normally I would be like ok . But no my eyes are not ok lol .. I trip , I cant see things that are right in front of me, I have double vision , lines on paper jump off the paper and the floor is now dropping out from under me .. sure some of that is likely the PCS .. but ive always been able to see where im going ..and lines dont typically fly off the paper lol.. if it helps I also have Exophoria.. Anyway imma get through this too but if this goes sideways soneone else's floor is gonna drop out from underneath them in court .
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2:47am cant sleep
50 & Over Community / by neonWriter8115
Last post
 June 20th
...See more Ugh hey there . Anxiety is on 1000 tonight and cant sleep. Thankfully I dont have to work tomorrow but I still need to sleep at some point right?
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