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nivesnow
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Im gonna be a father
Depression Support / by nivesnow
Last post
 May 12th
...See more Im gonna be a father in 9 months. I want to be happy because thats what Ive always wanted. But from all the negativity Im constantly getting in life, I struggle daily with not writing a letter and kickin the chair over. Everything that can go wrong will go wrong in every aspect of my life, so why am I still botherin?
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Im thinkin I been alive too long
Depression Support / by nivesnow
Last post
 May 14th
...See more Im 32. I feel sad often. Ive wasted the time Ive lived trying to be successful, happy, and meaningful. I have accomplished none of this. Im in cripling debt. My education and resume mean nothing in getting hired for a decent job. I spent the first half of my adulthood in the military getting stressed and depressed. I spent the latter half married to a woman that chose alcohol over me. I have a new partner who I love and want to make a life with, but my mother and family hate her due to a couple misunderstandings. I wanted to be a father, and shes pregnant now, but I cant celebrate with my family because they see it as a problem. Im assuming the pregnancy wont go well anyways. Probably somethin terrible will happen. I dont have enough reasons to keep going to be honest. I feel like maybe writing this out might help, but Id much rather put the controller down for good. I dont have any hope that things will ever be okay, and Im really just being stubborn when I wake up each day. Nobody gonna read this *** anyways, Idk why Im doin this.
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