Im gonna be a father
Im gonna be a father in 9 months. I want to be happy because thats what Ive always wanted. But from all the negativity Im constantly getting in life, I struggle daily with not writing a letter and kickin the chair over. Everything that can go wrong will go wrong in every aspect of my life, so why am I still botherin?
@nivesnow @nivesnow Congratulations on being a dad. 💚I can hear you are wrestling with a lot, and I can hear the defeat in your words. I am so sorry you are feeling this way. It can be so tiring dealing with what life throws our way. Sending you a lot of strength as you carry these feelings. Please do reach out for support on here or to a therapist, you deserve support as you navigate where you find yourself. 💚
@nivesnow It might be difficult to find capacity to think about someone else when things are so heavy.
Still, your child might need you. You see that life is often not easy. Wouldn’t you not being here to protect your child, make their life more difficult from the start? How much would you want your child to have a better life than yours now?