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...See more I often lack empathy when I see someone cry because of me; in fact, I find it amusing. I rarely feel the urge to console them, and I don’t want to apologize, even when I know I’m in the wrong. I’m not a bully, and often times I just hurt them unintentionally or unconsciously because I couldn’t have known better what they feel to what I do or say because I’m blunt and direct. This has led to the deterioration of several relationships, from friends to family. Yet, I don’t even think that those relationships are worth-saving in the first place. It’s been a pattern since I was young, and as I’ve grown older, I’ve come to realize that this isn’t a typical behavior from a normal person. Being narcissistic comes to thought since I often feel like I’m better than the others, although I have never fully embody that thought since I’ve been struggling with my low self-esteem. Furthermore, I’m not devoid of empathy; I still care for animals and other people. On the other hand, I do recognize that I have a significant amount of pride and ego that gets in the way. I don’t even know what I’m trying to fix by sharing this, but I know there’s something wrong with me based on the norms. I don’t know what to do because I can’t exactly pinpoint what’s wrong with me, and I feel like my personality itself just won’t let me fix these abnormalities.

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