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oliveSailboat5459
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PathStep 21 Compassion hearts109 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes50 Current upvotes50 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2026 Member sinceSeptember 1, 2024
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"Then I smelt her burning flesh

Her running bones

Her decay

I ran and I ran

I am still running away."

Mer Girl~1998💙

"Autour de moi, je ne vois pas

Qui sont les anges? Sûrement pas moi

Encore une fois, je suis cassée

Encore une fois, je ne crois pas

There is a light, above my head

Into your eyes

My face

Remains "💫❤️‍🩹

Paradise (Not For Me) ~2001

"Around Me, I can not see

Who are the angels, surely not me

Once again, I am broken

Once again, I don't believe"

A lost teenage girl who searches for emotional dependency, I have tried everything, my phone, Bl series, Straight series, nothing worked. Hopefully, I heal ❤️❤️


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Dear New Parents
General Support / by oliveSailboat5459
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 September 13th, 2024
...See more Pls every newbie parents, if you both are arguing, hate each other, etc etc, don't take it out on your children. I am victim of such parents who treat me like a punching bag or a stress ball, pls Don't do that to your children ❤️ hearing both of you arguing and hating each other is enough emotional damage 😔
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I wake up exhausted
General Support / by oliveSailboat5459
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 September 7th, 2024
...See more Just as the title says, I wake up exhausted. I don't sleep and feel that I have rested. Nah, I wake up feeling worse than I feel after a leg day, I wake up feeling the bones of my body, dizzy, can't focus, tired. Tho I have started fixing my sleeping schedule and sleep for 8 hours yet I wake up feeling like the worst thing ever idk why
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How to cry
General Support / by oliveSailboat5459
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 September 6th, 2024
...See more I am not talking about crying as in acting. Nah. I am talking about how to let out your cries, sometimes when you get used to repressing your emotions like I did. You feel like you are unable to express it anymore. I wanna know a method to help me release all the cries that I have repressed. I am always concerned that I maybe triggered and b
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I am completely burnt out
Work & Career / by oliveSailboat5459
Last post
 September 2nd, 2024
...See more Hey there, just as the title says I am in my last year of high school, and I am completely burnt out, I am emotionally supportive on my phone and social media, I can't function without thinking about those two things Ps: I am on the verge to break down.
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