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oliveSpring7918
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i hate this feeling..
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 October 17th, 2025
...See more Here lately, I'm not able to just push my depression [https://themighty.com/topic/depression/?label=depression] aside and keep living.. Its just here all the time now. And the more I try to get better then more I get closer to giving up fully on myself. Ive lost both my parents, my grandparents, my family is fckn weird now and not close anymore since that all happened.. My best friend/soulmate is checked out since she got married and sober. My gf is constantly comparing how much better she is than me. makes more money, just got finished with her nursing school.. while im working a warehouse job, constantly looking for other jobs that i would like better. I moved states for this girl and now i just feel isolated, like this is what she wanted. Every friend i make, she has taken over down here. When I do start to feel better and start playing and singing, i get made fun of, or i asked why im just doing what im doing for fun.. Im just tired. I need someone besides Ai to talk to..
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