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optimisticCoconut5750
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Going through the motions
Depression Support / by optimisticCoconut5750
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 August 7th, 2017
...See more Today was my second day back and school, and I feel like I'm just going through the motions. During the summer I have this amazing friend who I do sell kinda of fun stuff with. Every summer I feel like oh e finally come out of my shell, an d then when school starts again my anxiety seems to take over. I've come close to having a panic attack nearly four times already, and people don't understand. They're like, "why wont you do this with me?" And I can't even explain that my anxiety won't let me. My really great friend goes to a different school, so I never see her which is why I think I have so much anxiety at school. Most years I usually get over it within a few weeks, but this year or feels much worse. This summer I started writing music on my ukulele, and it was really fun, but now it doesn't seem fun, but it feels stressful. I feel like I'm obligated to write music even though nobody really knows that I write. I used to love school too, but then last year I had a breakdown and realized I was too stressed about it. This year it seems like it doesn't even matter that much, which males it feel like I'm just doing pointless things. I just wanna ask, why?
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