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optimisticPlum2212
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Feeling so miserable
General Support / by optimisticPlum2212
Last post
 March 1st
...See more I feel so sad, lonely, depressed and miserable. I have no one.
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Feeling so miserable
Depression Support / by optimisticPlum2212
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 January 24th
...See more My life just keeps getting worse and worse. Nothing changes at all.
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My mood | 10th November 2025
General Support / by optimisticPlum2212
Last post
 November 10th, 2025
...See more In mental pain right now, I am feeling so down and tired mentally 😩. I don't know how to describe my mind right now.
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Thoughts | the state of everything around us - 6th November 2025
Journals & Diaries / by optimisticPlum2212
Last post
 November 6th, 2025
...See more This world is such a cruel and messy place from the first to the third world and from all aspects whether it be personal to political, economic, etc. Everywhere there are problems, it is as if the world is slowly becoming an uninhabitable place for present and future generations. This world is not suitable for happiness. The whole human civilization and societal fabric is in crisis and chaos and falling apart. The world is a shadow of its former self, it feels so dull, dark and dim. There was a time when there was so much energy and enthusiasm which is non-existent. Nothing feels the same, everything feels so alien like one stepped foot into the world just today. The world is stuck and frozen in time, it is such a confusing place nowadays.
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Always remember
Positivity & Gratitude / by optimisticPlum2212
Last post
 November 1st, 2025
...See more Don't be sad because it's over, be happy because it happened - Dr.Seuss
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My mind | my life seems so dull and soulless - 30th October 2025
General Support / by optimisticPlum2212
Last post
 November 5th, 2025
...See more Idk what is happening to me, i feel so lifeless and my life has meaning, I have no interests in anything, I lost interest in anything. My routine - wakeup, watch videos in YouTube most of the day and then sleep, everything feels so boring. I try to writing random things in a notebook from online sometimes or maladaptive daydream, nothing else. I have no life, not even social skills, I feel lazy, physically and mentally tired all the time, I was even struggling to write this post like idk what to write and I struggle to start/initiate conversation even with a listener, I am mentally paralyzed, scared and do not have the courage to listen. Sometimes I feel like my heart and soul is being stabbed with a knife. Maladaptive daydreaming is causing me issues like a addiction which is hard to get rid of, it stops and then returns, I go back to it, like for a week I was doing alright but then the next week I fell into it again, it is affecting me alot. I feel so helpless, idk who I will talk to, I have no one. Sometimes I overthink and recently I start to get paranoid even though I try to ignore.
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My thoughts
General Support / by optimisticPlum2212
Last post
 October 28th, 2025
...See more I did not have the courage to write this. I do not know how to describe my feelings. I feel so hopeless and lost. I feel so miserable, i feel so abused and in pain. I feel so mentally paralyzed. I have no one there for me, no one to speak to. I feel like giving up and accepting the way things are.
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