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paintedbutterfly
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Tired of life
Journals & Diaries / by paintedbutterfly
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 February 24th, 2021
...See more Today I hit a point where I’m just exhausted with every day life. I feel like life is a constant wash, rinse, repeat. I’m tired of waking up every day to go to work, come home and cook dinner, wash dishes, prep lunch for the next day, shower, watch tv then sleep and repeat the whole thing again the next day. I feel like I don’t make enough time for myself and when I do, my body is too exhausted to do anything like workout or something. It doesn’t help that I have a fiancé who makes me feel bad for asking him for help with some of the chores. We both work, but I’m the one who comes home and has to cook dinner, wash our dishes from lunch, wash the dishes from dinner and prep both our lunches for the next day plus do any chores that need to be done. If I ask him for help on one thing he gets frustrated for me asking him to help and it makes me feel bad for asking but also I can’t do everything on my own. It’s exhausting and I beat myself up every day for not making enough time to go on a job or get a quick workout in. I know that if I had some sort of daily exercise my mind would be more clear and I would feel better about myself. But some days I’m just way too exhausted to do anything but lay down. I’m stuck in a rut and I’m tired of it and I know that nobody can get me out of it but myself.
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