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Why he?
Trauma Support / by partnersincrime61
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 December 23rd, 2021
...See more A good friend of mine died in february.... 4 days before my birthday. I found it out and didn't really understand it at first... i didn't think it was true. I...i asked myself why he had to die....i'm glad that my teatcher let me go home that day... I asked my parents, they said that he didn't feel any pain at all....he just *lights go off* and he was gone.... The next days where pretty rough. I wanted to quit everything included my bd. My parents said that i have to enjoy my bd, because ...i mean it's my birthday.... At the 18th of february 2021 i got the chance to see him one last time.... I watched him as he laid there, in his coffin...with his most beatiful suit on....i couldn't hold my tears anymore... i just sat there and watched him...while my dad changed the flowers.... (my parents where the ones who buried him, they're undertakers, ) Now, almost a whole year later, i still don't understand why it had to be him..... But... Everything happens for a reason...right? I know that not everyone is going to read that whole book through :) haha and i don't really care ..... now i finally talked it out. Ps: english isn't my mother tongue.....and it isn't perfect....
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