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passionateShip4865
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My heavy heart
Self-Harm Recovery / by passionateShip4865
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July 29th
...See more Hey everyone I am here to tell about my heavy heart I lost my mother when I was 1 years old Then my father married another woman my stepmom She always hated me i don't know why She used to beat me with belts, hand, leg and sticks I never ever dared to talk back to her or complain about her coz I was so much terrified She had a son my stepbrother and she used to break my toy and give all my toys to him I was just 9 when she broked my nose and fabricated it as I fall while walking and I couldn't say no coz I was terrified She eat mine whole childhood At the age of 14 i told all the things to my father's sister my aunt she took a stand for me and there was a huge word battle between my dad side and my stepmom side And after that it was decided that I will be staying in a hostel And thats how after 15 years of torture by her I got to be free But whenever I come to home or I may say house coz we live under same roof but our heart are miles apart She used to give me every possible taunt So that's why I started being seperate from them She even made mine father away from me I had no one then But when I was 21 I found a girl She was in my college we talked for a year she used to talk me for hours I told her everything and she too But I won't say she used me but when our college completed she told me she had this guy he is her boyfriend And I couldn't say anything I only said happy for you And that when I realised maybe it's something wrong in me not in other I always end up far away with the people I love the most I am typing here coz I had no one to say this too and my heart was too heavy to carry this any more Thank you
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