My heavy heart

Hey everyone

I am here to tell about my heavy heart

I lost my mother when I was 1 years old

Then my father married another woman my stepmom

She always hated me i don't know why

She used to beat me with belts, hand, leg and sticks

I never ever dared to talk back to her or complain about her coz I was so much terrified

She had a son my stepbrother and she used to break my toy and give all my toys to him

I was just 9 when she broked my nose and fabricated it as I fall while walking and I couldn't say no coz I was terrified

She eat mine whole childhood

At the age of 14 i told all the things to my father's sister my aunt she took a stand for me and there was a huge word battle between my dad side and my stepmom side

And after that it was decided that I will be staying in a hostel

And thats how after 15 years of torture by her I got to be free

But whenever I come to home or I may say house coz we live under same roof but our heart are miles apart

She used to give me every possible taunt

So that's why I started being seperate from them

She even made mine father away from me

I had no one then

But when I was 21

I found a girl

She was in my college we talked for a year she used to talk me for hours

I told her everything and she too

But I won't say she used me but when our college completed she told me she had this guy he is her boyfriend

And I couldn't say anything I only said happy for you

And that when I realised maybe it's something wrong in me not in other I always end up far away with the people I love the most

I am typing here coz I had no one to say this too and my heart was too heavy to carry this any more

Thank you